A Parting Night

Moonlight Shining down the pavement,
As Silenced crossed our sides,
Waiting for that cab show up,
As my time slowly goes by.

In front of your house we were,
Sending me off before I go,
Tying up that silky hair of yours
Feeling the night’s breeze that flows.

My last night with you,
Was painful yet pleased,
Seeing your eyes the last time,
Before I leave.

I can’t help but stare at you,
While the parting moment ticks.
Seeing your gorgeous eyes,
While touching your lovely cheeks.

Don’t worry we’ll see each other,
That’s what I told myself.
But then until how much longer,
Can I have you myself?

Finally the car arrives,
And it was time to go.
That I had to leave you,
And return my home.

But I couldn’t say those words,
That you mean too much too me.
Staring at your gentle eyes,
Wanting to say my love badly.

I turned around,
and sat in the ride,
I waved my goodbyes,
And you faded before my eyes.

Wait for me to return .
I swear.
Although no promises made for you.
I’d be there…

This is about a boy saying his farewells to a girl, and he will never see her again...

Finally Finished it...

27-8-2009

2 days 1 night in Genting and Kepong.

Finally after the dreadful battle in year one,

me, fen fen, carmen, anson, ding ding and jacky,
went to Genting to have some fun !
We first gathered at One U,
then got our tickets later.....
and ONLY my seat was the worst,
as i got seperated from my friends zzz....
and the old man beside me had smells of egg+perfume+old man smell+ a bit of medicine....
and I had to ride on it for about an hour before we could get on the cable cars...
I had to make my face "left" the entire trip due to that horrible smell...
which makes me remind me of the song..."to the left~ tothe left~".....loled.
But soom after we got there by the cable car, then started unpacking and all of that in our rooms...



and After Saying goodbyes to our Year one by giving it a "universal language"...


SHOWTIME!! AT GENTING!!!



if u ask me y that pose...
Its because its the perfect pose for "attention" lol!
HARDO HOO!!!! POSE!!!! ( XD)



Some Weird ride in genting....go in blow air, thats all....



Finally FREE~~~



Crazy ~!

You Guys can refer to other pictures on my facebook,
Pictures can say alot of words...
as there are too many to upload.

we had a good time at genting,
but to bad that the other guys had "stocmach ache"
and ding ding had her "periods"...
so its just left me and carmen,
going to the arcades to have some fun that night,
and after a few rounds of basketballing and ball bonanza-ing...
we won ourselves a keychain, and 2 leg hair swipers ( those things u use to sweep ur laptop ) ....

A last photo of us in Ripleys.

There was nothing much on the second day,
as the entire day was our trip back and some resting.
at least the ride back was MUCH better than the ride i came on...
NO SMELL! lol~!

We Came back on Saurday,

and took some rest on Sunday,

Fen fen Threw her CD for me to BURN = =.

and went home to sleep ~~~

I had to wait for my mom to pick me up,

as she insisted on it lol,

or else i would have gone back too.

but either way,

I went to a friends house instead,

to spend another 2 day one night in kepong, lol.

After I handed in our Cd's ( including fen fen and ding ding ) and all of that.

I went to her house, to kill some time.( since I had to wait for my mom, y not ?)

Seeing her mother, its just ....just like seeing my own...

She just keeps FEEDING ME...

I had a wonderful Bak Kut Teh dinner,

and then later went to the pasar malam near her place.

Its been like almost years since i went to places like that,

an it sure does bring back some of those leisuremall bowling,

gaming and eating memories back in high school.

I just ate and walked all the way,

minding my own business

while my friend was trying to find herself a bag...

and she couldnt find a suitable bag for herself,

And so I told her the reason why guys must never buy bags for girls.

"Even if you miraculously get the right color of the bag, it will definately be the wrong size, the wrong shape, the wrong amount of pockets and even the wrong season."

XD

Well after that was a peaceful night,

her brother keep askin me for the psp though, lol.

and i was cleaning my laptop's rubbish (fen fen, ding ding, anson, carmen, all ur project stuff where in there...)

and I did it until quite late, and I still havent finished cleaning it.

well never mind,

I've got a month to do so.

The next day morning,

I woke up,

and I prepared to go to the early market with her mom.

Its been ages since I made myself to wake up,

just to go into a morning market.

Well we all know that night and morning markets are just street markets,

but to me,

Even I have no intention to buy anything particular,

Seeing these markets in their new "stocks" and just looking around can make me

happy already.As the saying goes...

"you dont need a reason to like something."

after a VERY VERY FULL BREAKFAST....( her mom again )

I helped her and her mom to wash "cars"

well she is a bit "yim jim".( maybe alot )

and we washed just her car for 3 hours,

lucky we had some extra hands on the second one,

her boyfriend came and helped too.

After washing.

her mom again.

cooked "gai Giok"

which means chicken legs....

and I had to eat them....

although still extremely full from breakfast,

eat a bit la.

her chicken legs were damn good sia.

but my stocmach was damn full lol.

I later then helped to watch the stall abit,

as her mom and brother made fun out of me,( seems like im some joke )

because of my "alien tounge"

I couldnt speak canto well,

so her mom taught me some of it,

well in the end I STILL LEARND abit

although they laughed "COUNTLESS" times on my pronounciation.

loled.

Around 5 o'clock.

She brought me to some jungle or hutan whatever that was,

and I was amazed.

that KL at places like these.

the Scenery was beautiful.

the wind was blowing on my face,

fresh air in KL ,

I never had dreamed of that.

the clouds were pretty ,

the skies where just pure blue.

I walked around this "jungle"

and I really really enjoyed it.

Its just like facing a release from a long journey,

a walk in the woods.

just calms me completely....

while we reached the pond area.

there were many tortises and fishes..

and the atmoshpere was extremly peaceful....

i was looking at the pond,

while the winds blowing at my face.

I was listening to my songs on the phone ,

while enjoying the scenery at stake.

I feel so peaced for a sudden,

everthing was like forgotten...

and I finally had felt "peace"

after such a long and tiring year one....

we soon walked back after that,

and I had to get read to come back to the dreadful hostel.

her mom again.

stuffed me with good food.

and i was too full to continue....

I was so happy,

Im eating home food finally again after months ...

and after that i had to go back.

Well that damn taxi ignored my calls,

and her mom sent me to the main road and accompanied me waiting for one...

well ...

and after thanking her mom and her for the stay,

here and now im back at the hostel

waiting for my mom to pick me up on 27...

Her mother is a great person.

She even gave me cough meds for my throat.

She asked me if i was hungry almost every hour...( even though I was full almost every minute)

Although i have no blood relation to her,

she treats me like some son of her own,

geez....

thanks aunty!!

Its hard to find people like that,

like my mom,

haha~

so im so happy ,

to see a second version.

...

what else can I say ?

Im touched.

But.

Happy Holidays.

to you and your mom and your family.

Damn.

my vision is a bit blurry.

Reminiscence

I’m wondering how many failures I’ve been.

By watching the sunset falling down,

Seeing the wind chime blown by the wind,

Hearing echoes through my frowns…

I dreamed and vision for that joyful moment,

However which is so distant to reach,

Leaving those dreams dwindle along the stars,

Until it vanishes beyond my reach…

We just don’t have the eyes to see each other.

Although so long already it has been,

Dreaming for a yesterday that never happened,

Not sharing the twinge within.

I should have known your love is tainted,

As it’s just my personal hopes for you,

Thus my dreams have already furthered,

Along with my passions for you.

Being reliant may be my foreboding.

As I’ve botched to notice at all.

Unable to cover my guilt from you,

Hiding my blindness is just all...

Tenderness is indeed hard to find,

To fill up that empty soul within,

While staring at his pretended blue sky,

Hoping fate might respond to him….

22-8-2009

This poem here is something that i suddenly had inspiration when i was in Genting having my holiday,I will post my genting experiences soon after i get the pictures~
hope u may like it~

Year One, Gone.

Well I guess Its really time for me to say goodbye to year one,
and I have been working off my ass in the final project for the past few days.
Guess I'm giving up on using MSN blog now, way to slow and pathetic to complete a short blog XD.

Those guys that remember by crap blog, I already forgot what the password was and I had to recreate another blog like this one. And I know I have been missing out a lot of things lately, my friend's 21st birthday, the gathering of my schoolmates, and i didn't had time to chat and catch up with some of my best friends.....but now I've got a holiday now, and I hope catching up isn't too late.

The final Project of my First year in IAD....
I finally completed it....
the presentation board, the model , sketches, and everything all brings back those painstaking days.....

If u guys want to see the photo's go to my facebook,
I cant seem to get it uploaded here...

I cant believe that I have done all of this crazy shit....
drives me mad and almost crazy while i was at it lol!
but it was all worth while, and im very happy that it will be displayed at the canvas.....
and now the reward starts!
going to use my holiday to the fullest!!
and to fulfill my stomach!!!
with all the good food that i can swallow!!

Finally,
I love my course.
I have realized that I've grown to be more patient with everything,
I've gotten better compared to my past skills...
and I intend to go even further....
even if it shortens my lifespan XD!